Basically, had it up to hear (insert hand gesture) with stupid, naive, idiotic, pathetic people I call my ‘friends’. Not all of you, but honestly 90% of you. And not even my ‘friends’. People I don’t really know are in the same boat. And the reason I can’t stand you is because you are all shallow, self indulged, idiotic pieces of shit.
I can no longer handle knowing that there ARE genuine people out there that would be perfect, absolutely PERFECT for half of the ‘attractive’ girls I know, but because they’re the nerd, or the fat guy, or the ‘friend’ or whatever, but you people only want someone that’s on the same sociably acceptable level of attractiveness as yourselves. The boy that is perfect for you is the one that listens to all your problems, the one that will talk to you when no-one else will. The one that you’ll lose interest in talking to before they do. The one that knows the complete ins and outs of who you are and still finds you beautiful.
Buuuut, again, because you are all too self absorbed and intent of having a partner you can show off as well as sleep with, your keeping the genuinely good people in the shadows to wallow in in the fact that they believe they’re aren’t good for anyone.
Fuck you all, you useless bags of meat.
(Source: thespacewecreate)
I realised I need new people in my life. People that aren’t satisfied with sitting around all day doing nothing. People who want to be something. I’m sick of childish girls, mostly. I know this makes me seem desperate and lonely, but everybody wants a ‘special someone’ for lack of a better phrase. I want a girl that dresses nice, not hot. A girl that I can actually have a conversation with. A girl that doesn’t need to ask me “What does that mean?” all the time. A girl that can make her own decisions regardless of how large or small. Unfortunately, these girls are unknown to me. Everyone I associate with now are useless.
I’ve tried to make new friends. I’ve succeeded in making new guy friends, that’s easy. Kudos to Stewy and his housemates. But new girl friends is hard. And I need girls to talk to, because guys aren’t emotionally deep enough for me to be around all the time. Any girl I try to meet up with think I’m trying to flirt with them, when I’m honestly just a nice person that likes to compliment people.
Ugh, anyway. Enough of this stupid rant. Again, it makes me sound pathetic. But I suppose this is the only place I can type all of this out…. I need to buy a journal.
Just realised disgusting things happen to people that honestly dont desserve it.
Again, for sarah.
I’ve had nothing but time to think for the last few weeks. And not in the “my god I’m so deep” way, more like the I’ve got shit all to do and no one to talk to kind of way. Tried to make new friends, as most of my older ones are idiots, but it turns out its a lot harder than i initially imagined… People have a real problem with trust these days. And I don’t mean the let me into your life way, people just lack the trust to meet up in a public place for a coffee, where I can’t beat you and steal your wallet.
I have however been reconnecting with an old friend of mine. Spent a whole afternoon playing xbox and shooting each other with Nerf guns. He’s a pretty cool guy. Shame he had to move the Queensland all those years ago, because I think we could have had quite a lasting friendship. Oh well, not to late to start, I suppose.
Okay, the point is in this blog I suppose is people need to take more risks. Not if it could easily lead to you getting hurt, but more like I said earlier. Go for a coffee with a stranger in a public spot, tell someone you want to meet them. You can never meet too many new people, its impossible. People in this town are too shallow in their ideologies to form friendships with just anyone.
This is Sarah Grace Baxters, and I drew it for her because she is a swell person. Yup
(Source: arthangover)
This sculpture is amazing.
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Abyss by Emil Alzamora.
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Okay. I suppose its time to use this for what its actually designed for.
So, Today I went and saw the movie “Sucker Punch”. And from it, I have one word. Wow. I’m not usually impressed by a movie on an emotional level as well as a visual level. But this movie was strong. Very strong. Apart from the fact I usually delve too deeply into the aspects the director/author or whatever tries to portray, I actually felt the pain the main character ‘Baby Doll’ was displaying. I’m not sure if the director was trying to make the audience ‘feel’ anything, but rather just be in awe of the awesome visual effects, but I sure as hell felt something.
Aaaaanyway, moving on. Other then watching the movie, I realised that after watching parts of ‘Dan in real life’ that my family is preeeetty separated from each other. And although I feel disgusting for it, I prefer to spend holiday seasons with other peoples family just to fill some random void that I need plugged occasionally. Makes me feel pretty scummy, but humans generally attempt to proceed with the selfish actions that fulfill their desires.
Also, seeing as I’m in rant mode, I hate media induced shallowness. I know this rant has been made a billion times, but if it wasn’t for the media telling us whats attractive and whats not, then the genuinely beautiful people in the world (for personality and mindset, not appearance) would get what they deserve. Someone thats attracted to them for who they are, not what they look like. Programs like ‘The hills’ and that stupid Kardashian show ruin society. If I had my way, I would end everyone one of them. With a large pointy object, like a nuke.
-End rant.