I realised I need new people in my life. People that aren’t satisfied with sitting around all day doing nothing. People who want to be something. I’m sick of childish girls, mostly. I know this makes me seem desperate and lonely, but everybody wants a ‘special someone’ for lack of a better phrase. I want a girl that dresses nice, not hot. A girl that I can actually have a conversation with. A girl that doesn’t need to ask me “What does that mean?” all the time. A girl that can make her own decisions regardless of how large or small. Unfortunately, these girls are unknown to me. Everyone I associate with now are useless.

I’ve tried to make new friends. I’ve succeeded in making new guy friends, that’s easy. Kudos to Stewy and his housemates. But new girl friends is hard. And I need girls to talk to, because guys aren’t emotionally deep enough for me to be around all the time. Any girl I try to meet up with think I’m trying to flirt with them, when I’m honestly just a nice person that likes to compliment people.

Ugh, anyway. Enough of this stupid rant. Again, it makes me sound pathetic. But I suppose this is the only place I can type all of this out…. I need to buy a journal.